| | so sometimes things make me feel better and sometimes they dont. sometimes people make me feel better and sometimes they dont. but usually the people that make me feel better always make me feel better even if they are telling me something that doesnt make me feel better. if that makes any sense. which i am imagining it doesnt since you are not in my head.
i am planning to go dancing again this weekend. with evn. im not sure what that is all about but i am enjoying it and not really expecting too much from it. at least i think that i am not expecting much from it. i know that i shouldnt. how about that. i think that makes the most sense.
(what is it with me and wanting to make sense? i mean, who reads this anyways... if it makes sense to me i think that should be good enough, no? yes, i think so.)
so, dancing. in new hampshire. with someone i met ... 5 days ago today. so i will have known him a week (barely) when we get on the bus together. no, thats not sketchy at all. at least i hope its not. but i have a feeling it might be, just a bit. i would feel better if someone else were coming along as well, but it is not my choice to invite people since i am staying at his house and going to the workshop for free (is it for free??? hahah maggie). this should be interesting. but we had fun last night. at least i hope he did. i did. even though i got zero work done last night. and fell asleep before i could even set my alarm so that i missed class today.
allison and i were talking about how we have zero incentive/motivation to do anything. and then we were pondering what would happen if we actually did nothing, like honestly did no work from now until commencement. we would go to meetings and assigned scheduled things, but other than that, utterly and completely slack off. and i realized that really the only thing i have to work on is my oss. which is the one thing i dont want to work on. which is sad because oss should be something that youre passionate about learning about. and for me its not. sadface.
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